Anxious Heart

I am overwhelmed with anxiousness. My heart is made heavy with this anxiety. I am impatient and imperfect.

I have so much to learn & it goes far beyond college, the longer I'm here the more I don't think I can do it much longer & I'm so thankful I'll be done with school in a year (hopefully). I have never been a very firm believer that we learn valuable things in the confines of a classroom but through authentic relationships, adventure, exploration, deep intimate connections & interpersonal communication. We learn by sharing life with others, whatever that may mean. I almost feel like I'm trying to rush this useless open-a-book-to-learn theory to get to life. There's gotta be more than this...& I'm hopeful there is.